IPL Hair Removal

Finally I decided to go for permanent hair removal after some research at cozycot forum.

Bing and I signed up yesterday. It was a very last min event that we decide to try. I called about lunch time yesterday and I called for an appointment. We make an appointment at 7pm because there is customer in front of us.

Bing and I wear casually so felt a bit out of place since Raffles Place is filled with office lady. I came down from my site so I was like wearing my safety boots.

Then our consultant, Nikki, gave us a form to fill in with some question on out health and life style. After the form feeling, a nice hot tea is serve. The tea is very nice.

Then she gave us a consultation talk as to what to expect later for the skin check and let us know hair growth cycle, hair structure, pre-treatment instructions and the hair-removing process. I am really a noob. She further informed me that I might need more time to see results due to my irregular mense and my exposure to sun.

Then I was sent to a room. Initially was a bit worry and embarrassed to let other see my armpit since I never exposed my armpit after hair start growing. (It was then I stop going swimming and wear sleeveless). Then the therapist asked me to change into their clothing (Towel wrap) Then asked to to lie down on the bed.

Then asked about my feeling and assure me that it is not that scary and painful. She try 2 pluses of light on me. First try no pain and feeling at all. Second try not pain but have some small feeling like rubber band shooting on your arm pit from a distance. I do not have any red red so I am alright to do the IPL.

Then she asked if I want to continue or not. Wear goggle to protect my eyes.Then she shave my hair, apply cooling gel. Then ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP....

Then Tatada~~~ The next side... Then asked me to press a cooling pad under my arms. Then apply the cooling lotion again...

I was surprise then it is so fast. From consultation to the IPL treatment take about 1 hour only.

The whole process not painful as all. Just at times I will frighten myself at times because even covering the eyes I can still see the flash light.

I will update after 6 - 8 weeks later after the next treatment. I do not experience and red or pain or any itchy.

Pain in my ass

I dun exactly mean it in a physical way. I really getting very pissed my that TC who is on and off irritating me. Yar, she is no longer my friends but she is still on my facebook. You can say I wanna Kpo her life. Anyway, I always get some gossip from my good friend, Jordan. She always tell me what happen to her. What are some of the interesting and sad thing she has done. Seriously, I can say I know her better than Jordan, but who cares now.

You can say I xiao ren, but let me just remind you, if some day u saw this post. Jordan do tell me about your family and r/s stuff. I can say I nv mistreat you, I nv even share what u tell me about her, till date. But yet u betray me by sending my chat log. It is my mistake to share some of your funny thing to Jordan. That's because at that time, I never thought that you might be working with us. You might thing that I am not that secret keeping after all. I seriously dun bother what you think.

Whenever Jordan ask me about you last time, I will always put good words and keep quiet. I got my part to suspect you since, I personally dun think Jolene and Jordan will talk on msn before that incident. And pls, if u still believe that I treat you as friends last time, she did say something unintentionally about my poly thing which I doubt she should know it.

My wish for 2010 for you, graduate as a degree student. But hope you maintain your humble. Since there is really not that fantastic to show off you are one in front of me. Second, since we are no longer friends. I hope you can just leave me alone just like I leave you alone, you can call me, I will still talk but I hate the way u email me. I know you are just trying to piss me off.

艋舺 Monga

I really like this movie... Maybe because I rarely get to see the insides of Taiwan gang... There is some quotes that really leave a very deep impression and I shall blog it down as a record.

何天佑
何天佑，绰号和尚，是由阮经天饰演。
今天你不弄死他們，有一天他們就弄死你

侯春生
侯春生，绰号白猴，是由蔡昌宪饰演。
意義是三小,拎盃只聽過義氣，沒聽過意義

Geta
艋舺廟口老大，志龍父親，推崇武士道精神
槍是下等人用的武器

周以文
周以文，绰号蚊子，是由赵又廷饰演
因为一根鸡腿，踏入黑道

I personally like these few quotes... I actually watch half of the movie online yesterday... (My darling interrupt me so only watch half) I burst my rice out when I heard the part that that bugger join gang because of a drumstick... Another 2 quotes that let a deep impression on me is the part that 阮经天 told that bugger that if he dun beat those that bullied him, the bullies will find chance to bully him again... Somehow in this society, it is really true... Being too good to your enemies will only cause your own downfall... Some goes for 阮经天's death in the show~

意義是三小,拎盃只聽過義氣，沒聽過意義

Please read the above quotes in 台語/福建. I find it very "powder-ful" and funny...

It is a really must watch movie for all~

No work Saturday

I really love not working on Saturday. I like to nua at home~

Just finished my Wii Fit plus... I actually bought the Wii for like 500 plus days but I think I have serious under utilize it. Not only did I not play the Wii Fit, I also did not really play Wii games. I find that after I start to work, I dun treasure things. Like ear piece, games, handphone and so on~ Because I will think I am working hard now so I should spurge on myself but in the end, I waste money only. I just got my Taobao personal purchase, dun need to envy me, I spend like S$200+ on quite a lot of things, got time I shall post them.

I really must slim down!!! Not talk talk only...

Busy again

Here I am complaining my life again~

Busy again. Alan resigned on Tuesday. Suddenly got the urge to follow him. I hope I can be a bit more courage to leave without a job like him. How come is it so so so difficult for me to do? Seriously, I dun need the money. I really want to have a job that let me go home early. Is it so fucking hard? How come my managers pressurize me again? I somehow feel Alan cannot handle the pressure so he choose to run away. I got my reasons not to resign even though my hatred for my job will not lesser than Alan.

 

Reasons #1: I need Money, $$$

My darling and I going to married next year. Since that's the case, I need to save some money for wedding and HDB. All these need money and also I planning to get a personal trainer to monitor my slimming. I know I dun need to spend this kind of money. I hope that I can be a pretty bride. Who dun want?

Reason #2: Internet/MSN during working time.

I might not find a job that can use msn or internet so freely. I really appreciate this point. No doubt nowadays, I dun get to use them often. But when I am free, I still got this chance to do it.

Reason #3: Nice Colleagues

There are still nice people here. No doubt I know some of them are really very fake person. Might not meet such nice person ever again. J

 

Currently got lots of shit from my previous projects. God, please give me some strength to survive one more year.

Where is all the cab?

I got a really bad habit of not waking up early and as a result I will take cab to work. Even when I am at site, I did the same thing too. Now back to office, this bad habit of mine still rooted deeply into me. I really hope to save more money. Somehow I think I must also save a bit for my future. Even though, I really find it hard not to buy things. I really love to buy things online. Now I have to suddenly stop, it is really hard for me. I am now thinking to start a 21 day programme to achieve my goals. Reason being, it is not easy to find cab nowadays since all the cab since to go to the IR. There is really no cab around.

Then there is this cab that refuse to enter the basement lobby of my office. I was like what the hell!! Just because there is a circular sign that states "No Entry, Authorised Vehicle Only" Damn it lah!! Say what insurance dun cover if he kana accident inside. Please lor... What are the chances??

Restless~

Deserted my blog for sometime. Not that busy but just dunno what to write. Because I am back to the boring office. Everytime I am back, I feel like resigning. But then like I mentioned in my earlier post, I got an increament. This makes me think twice before leaving because I dun know what to do if I resign. I know I will just do spree but can I earn out of there. I am starting to have burden because I plan to get married next year and I want to go Japan for my honeymoon. There is still flats and stuff. I got so many items that need money, hence I can't really afford not to work.

Just talked to tp few days ago, I do like to talk to him at times. Even though he can be irritating at times. Jordan is resigning, some goes for Alan and Zin. When is my turn coming? I told him I am quite sick of working in the office, he told me that if I really want a better job can join him. But it will be very tedious. If someone tell me that 1 year ago, I will say it's okay. But now I wanna do a lot of other things. I dun want to stay late in office. I wanna go back early.

I feel so restless. I know I should not stay anymore since I no longer enjoy this job.

STOMP the place where the evil gathers

If you are in Singapore, there is no way that you dun know what is STOMP. It is a place where normal ppl become the slave (reporter) and post boring things like youngster kissing, people not letting old ppl take a seat and all sorts of boring reports.

Usually I just take it as a joke if my friend ask me to see this webby. I wondered how low and bored can Singaporean me. However, when you know ppl who is being writen and the comments which was post without thinking was terible.

Just like what I mentioned in my previous post, my uncle met an accident. And yes, he passed away, but looking at how Singaporean post comments like nobody business, it really really pissed me off. I have ps the post. I really wanted to reply them but I do not want to cause more sad-ness in them.

Printscreen of the photo & post of my uncle's news

See the ialwaywin another typical asshole that comments on news like nobody business

ialwayswin again with Nicola2055 rubbing salt on people's wounds

Not to forget there are some nice people with some good heart

I really is sad but somehow when I go the Mandai, I can't cry. Maybe I am just not as close as I think. Or maybe I know somehow that this is the best way to leave this world. He just reunite with my ah gong, so I think somehow he is not lonely. As for my aunt, she decided to go Canada with my cousin. (My cousin is on overseas exchange programme)

Life is so vulnerable

I am really feeling very emo today. My 4th uncle passed away in an accident. I was really shocked to know that. When my mum told me in my half sleep mode, I suddenly remember my ah gong. Somehow I become very sad. It is also about this time. 4 years ago April 1st.

I have been quite close to them because my little brother used to tution there. So when he finished his tution, my mum will have a chat with my 4th autine in Mac or at the coffee near there.

My heart feel bits and pieces of pain. How come such a thing happen? He is still okay when we see him during Chinese New Year. I do not know what happened that caused this accident but it was definately a heart breaking news.

Increament in pay

I got a pay increament more than I expected. That's great because I didn't get once last year... Last year only J and TP got. :( Anyway I think I am not resigning since I think I am happy with the increament. Even though not a lot, but it is more than what I expected. But anyway, still have to see my job load back in office. :)

I am quite excited going back to office. Because I can get my alt Sat back as well as going back earlier. I go meet my friends and do facial. I was actually still pondering to resign or not last week. I think I am quite sick with the job and the pay.

I am going back to my gym routine. I am used to not eating at home so it's okay... :) I must be slim slim. I dun want to look like tc. Jia you le, for your pride...

Finally the last pile

I have finally completed my last pile, P26 for my site. I feel relieved but sad. I have to go back to office. Which I am really not that happy. I have the face my f pm. How I wish to stay site forever, despite the tough conditions and long working hours.

It has been a very fun time. I really enjoyed myself. Even though I sort of messed up my spree reputation. Well, that's not a problem. I can built it back but it might take sometime. :)

Went KFC with Mr Ang today. I really think the kfc here taste very nice. I really envy them. Not like the kfc near my home. OMG!! So not fresh, did I mention that KFC now have egg tarts? I think it is really not bad but really cannot eat too much... I find it a bit 腻.

Will still be on site because I will be having meeting next week. Then will be back to office forever... I wondered if I will have increament? I am thinking of resigning... But...

Jack Neo Affairs

Well. I decided that I would like to blog something about Jack Neo also... Well, I think somehow I should have guess it when I was reading the uweekly magazine.

Anyway, somehow it did not really shocked me that much as I know being such a famous and well reputated director, of course there will surely be some butterfly hovering around him. But I am really disgust by him. How can he even think of having a 22 year old gal as her mistress? He is old enough to be her father. How can he do it with a young gal? It feels so pervert la....

When I saw the news of his 记者会,I seriously think that it is just another drama.

1st point: Why would he want his wife to face the media? It is not fair to her to face the media and lie. It Jack really love her that much, he shouldn't have done that...

2nd point: Wrong time to bring his wife also. Since this 记者会 is to tell the reporter what happen or maybe say sorry, I think bring your wife is not suitable since reporter will surely asked her immediately.

3rd point: Ah nan. I seldom see a 记者会 with some gangster. Well, we are not having some 7th month concert why him. Portarying a wrong image that if the reporter asked the wrong question, ah nan will beat them up.

4th point: Too short. 5 min 记者会 is lack of sincerity. Dun go and say u intend to have a longer one later. If that's the case, Jack should not stand up. Maybe mark direct Mrs Neo out.

5th point: If he wants to have his wife coming, get the gal to come too. Settle once and for more.

I think Jack is not ready for this 记者会, since that's the case, dun open one and let the your showbiz get affected by this. Dun plan his lies well. Even though I feel disgusted by the rest of the woman coming out after the affairs is out, but I am really even disgusted by how Jack is answering the question. What prove does he want from them? I think it is at least 70% true that he dated them. Anything after that, not up to anyone to say. Since only 2 of them know the answer.

Come take a look at the press conference below:

East Coast Meeting With Collegue

Tomorrow meeting that guin guin and the rest. It's been sometimes since I meet them... Seems like Arthur, Alan and might be going, not to forget that tp. Really missed all of them since I haven't been seeing them for the past one week... Yohoo~!

Am I forgotten?

I think I am forgotten. I am a low profile person but stubborn personally. I think I only see Bing and Pei Wen starting my 2010. Where has all my other friends went to? Where is Lewis, Ting, Billy, Raymond and so on... I managed to pissed 2 groups of my friend.

One gp is because they are actually less understanding towards me. (I assume can? Since I dunno what happened that cause the scolding.) We are the best of friends during our secondary School time. However, I dun remember what really happen. I think Dale (Kelly's friend) went to tag on my board and scolding me. Even though no one wants to tell who did that. I really can't remember what happened. But after that incident, neither me nor them want to take the first move. I think it has been 4 years from that incident. Still I was always not in their invite list. Seriously, Ting did ask me before, if they asked me out, will I come? The answer is I dun know.

Since we haven't been talking for so long. We all changed a lot after Secondary School, I am no longer that naive gal that will think that all friendship last and also human is kind. I would try to but I know I will be left out, since I always know it is easy for a group of people opening a small hole for 1 person trying to squeeze into a group of people. Friends used to be important to me.

Over the years, I really changed a lot. I used to love to watch TV and will even record the shows I want to watch, then later I grew addicted to online games. Now I addicted to facebook apps.

I pissed my other group of friends somehow. I can remember this clearly and I know that I have been a failure and stupid gal to think that they are my friends. At least 3 of them dislike me. My thinking of this incident, I somehow know what happened. Even though I was wondering how it become this way. Well, I learnt something out of this thing, even friend A and friend B dunno know each other well, never tell friend A about friend B. Because who knows what u say about friend B will end up at friend C and then to friend A.

Those that know me well, console me. I do not want to comment on this incident but thanks all my other friends. I am naive to think that secret will be kept within one, I have bear my own doings~

First time lunch in

Well well well...

Quite busy but still decide to snake a while since it is my lunch time now. I am pondering to resign or not. Since there is really nothing much for me to stay. After knowing so much, I dun think I can stay. My pay still okay, to me really hoped that they raise my salary a bit. Is 2K really too much for me? Why am I still stuck with 1.95K. Haiz...

Bonus always disappoint me a bit every year. My direct boss also disappoints me. I do enjoy my time here, esp on site when there is no ppl to niam me. Nowadays I prefer to work and relaxing job. Maybe, I somehow know that I am stuck in my job. I do not have a degree, a lot of time even if I am better than those degree people. It is still useless, this is what Singapore is. A city of qualification. I know by saying that, I sound like some useless people. But I really want to find some admin job where I can work 5 days and leave on time. I want to lead a more relaxing life, maybe this job have make me realise that working too hard is useless.

I am considering resigning, this time I am serious. I need to know what I want to do. Suddenly, I lost my goal. I dun know what I want. I dunno what I want to achieve in my life. I like to do spree but I wun be doing for a time being. Since I dun want to work for the sake of work. I know I sound spoilt. I dun have burden in my life now. I have finished paying my poly school fees. I dun need to support my kids. I just give some allowance for my mum to spend only.

But seems like I dun have very high pay and I can't further my studies too. Stuck somewhere not high not low. That's why I dun mind doing a lower job. I dun prefer working a higher job but god is good to me. So far, my job usually is okay for me.

Life at site

Since now I am attached to site, I am very worried about the site progress most of the time. Worried whether or not, we can finished in time, whether or it will rain today.

Finally my project is running smooth. I get a bit more time to do other stuff. But I really dun know what to do. Hence, I will walk site more. See see look look and think think. Sometimes when I dun understand why they do certain thing, I will asked. Then I learn something new. I will start to do As Built Table, compile concrete cube test results, update my drawing and prepare progress report.

However, being the rare breed on site. I met some stuff that I dunno how to react. For eg., seeing some almost naked Indian Worker bathing. I was shocked to see that the workers was bathing on site with only left with his brown underwear. Then I went to tell Ang, I am really to urgent that I want to go toliet. However, that worker was nowhere found.

Another incident was my toliet door was opened once. Since I have to share my toliet with management people. I am not going to name who opened my door. But I really dun understand how he can be that stupid to open my door. I even on my phone music to prevent anyone from thinking that no one was in the toliet. He can still open!! Haiz... Lucky, I grabbed the knob. I dun think he saw anything since I am sitting and shitting. Maybe he smell my shit that's all. :)

Always some strange thing happen on and off. It is enjoyable to work here. Except for the long working hour, I enjoyed working on site.

FUCK OFF!!!

I really very pissed off again. Seems like I am really easily irritated. Is it me or my job or my co. that is the problem source???


Just now, My PM, F called me. I was pondering to picked up this call or not since I know it will definitely not be something good. Since I was never his favourite. Or should I say I was never anyone's favourite. I still decide to do something good by picking up his phone.


However, it doesn't always pay being kind. He fucking scold me regarding that Jurong Island job again. He really dun remember or understand that this project was never mine in the first place. I helped that Ms J when she was too busy. End up I got a lot of shit things. Not a thank you for any of them and start scolding me when something turn wrong. Is it my fault for being kind and help? Or is it my fault that the transmittial that is not done by me went wrong?


This kind of job is getting more and more unbearable. I really hate and can't stand him anymore. If you know me, I will help you if you talk to be nicely. Instead of roaring at me!!!


Please go and see my past, did I try to push away my work? Since you think Ms J is the only one working, please get her to do instead of saying, "Emily you are the one doing this project." He could have say in a nicer tone. If you really dun have enough engineer, please get more!! He is really a asshole. I HATE HIM!!! FUCK OFF!!

The sensitive topic, BONUS!!

I never know what is so sensitive what bonus. I am been thinking to blog this topic out or not. I still decide to blog it out since I am not planning to let my collegue knows this blog. :)

Back to the topic. I used think if you work hard, your bosses will give you good bonus. The last time naive me think very simple way. Or maybe those not working as hard will get lesser bonus. However, after working, I know things are not it seems like so simple, in the evil adult working world, your PR skill must be good and also in boss's good books. Just like one of my collegue, Ms J. (Sorry real names will not be disclosed)

To me, she is not that hardworking. She can talk on the phone with her bf and smoke 1 - 2 times per working day. Nowadays she facebook and surf net. I do snake during work but apparently, her bonus will still be more than me. I am not comparing amount but the month. 1st year I got lesser because it is my first year. 2nd year I got half a month lesser than her and 3rd year I still got half a month lesser.

Does it mean that I am not working as hard as her? It just shows that working hard is not the only thing that decides your bonus. Anyway, we are not as close as before already. Not really because of the bonus that I am bitter. It is actually her way of working. I seriously think she need to do something. I dun like her when she say I dun know how to do As built drawing. HELLO!! Do I look like I know? I only learned it when I worked here. Slowly, I start to not be kind hearted and hard working.

This year, as expected, my bonus is still lesser than her by half month. Her pay is of course higher than me. Hence, the amount she got I dun really want to compare but I think my co. should really be a bit fair to me. But then again, bonus is supposed to be private and confidential. So I am really considering to change job if I have a better one.

Re-blogging

Due to some reasons I closed down my previous blog. I really regretted closing it. Actually I deleted it. I am very upset that I no longer can read my past. At different stage of life, the way u look at things changed. Hence, it is always amusing how I can think so simple in those naive days.

I decide to do a blog. Since I do not have much friends left, I think my honesty doesn't matter anymore. I dun need to bother how other people think of my strange thinking. I decide to separate my blog into 2. This blog shall be only about me and any other things except the love part. I have opened another blog as a record of my love. It is more of a love journey blog. I might have some love to share here from time to time.

So let's put our hands together to welcome me, Lady Airmeli to start my blogging again. :)