First time lunch in

Well well well...

Quite busy but still decide to snake a while since it is my lunch time now. I am pondering to resign or not. Since there is really nothing much for me to stay. After knowing so much, I dun think I can stay. My pay still okay, to me really hoped that they raise my salary a bit. Is 2K really too much for me? Why am I still stuck with 1.95K. Haiz...

Bonus always disappoint me a bit every year. My direct boss also disappoints me. I do enjoy my time here, esp on site when there is no ppl to niam me. Nowadays I prefer to work and relaxing job. Maybe, I somehow know that I am stuck in my job. I do not have a degree, a lot of time even if I am better than those degree people. It is still useless, this is what Singapore is. A city of qualification. I know by saying that, I sound like some useless people. But I really want to find some admin job where I can work 5 days and leave on time. I want to lead a more relaxing life, maybe this job have make me realise that working too hard is useless.

I am considering resigning, this time I am serious. I need to know what I want to do. Suddenly, I lost my goal. I dun know what I want. I dunno what I want to achieve in my life. I like to do spree but I wun be doing for a time being. Since I dun want to work for the sake of work. I know I sound spoilt. I dun have burden in my life now. I have finished paying my poly school fees. I dun need to support my kids. I just give some allowance for my mum to spend only.

But seems like I dun have very high pay and I can't further my studies too. Stuck somewhere not high not low. That's why I dun mind doing a lower job. I dun prefer working a higher job but god is good to me. So far, my job usually is okay for me.