Am I forgotten?

I think I am forgotten. I am a low profile person but stubborn personally. I think I only see Bing and Pei Wen starting my 2010. Where has all my other friends went to? Where is Lewis, Ting, Billy, Raymond and so on... I managed to pissed 2 groups of my friend.

One gp is because they are actually less understanding towards me. (I assume can? Since I dunno what happened that cause the scolding.) We are the best of friends during our secondary School time. However, I dun remember what really happen. I think Dale (Kelly's friend) went to tag on my board and scolding me. Even though no one wants to tell who did that. I really can't remember what happened. But after that incident, neither me nor them want to take the first move. I think it has been 4 years from that incident. Still I was always not in their invite list. Seriously, Ting did ask me before, if they asked me out, will I come? The answer is I dun know.

Since we haven't been talking for so long. We all changed a lot after Secondary School, I am no longer that naive gal that will think that all friendship last and also human is kind. I would try to but I know I will be left out, since I always know it is easy for a group of people opening a small hole for 1 person trying to squeeze into a group of people. Friends used to be important to me.

Over the years, I really changed a lot. I used to love to watch TV and will even record the shows I want to watch, then later I grew addicted to online games. Now I addicted to facebook apps.

I pissed my other group of friends somehow. I can remember this clearly and I know that I have been a failure and stupid gal to think that they are my friends. At least 3 of them dislike me. My thinking of this incident, I somehow know what happened. Even though I was wondering how it become this way. Well, I learnt something out of this thing, even friend A and friend B dunno know each other well, never tell friend A about friend B. Because who knows what u say about friend B will end up at friend C and then to friend A.

Those that know me well, console me. I do not want to comment on this incident but thanks all my other friends. I am naive to think that secret will be kept within one, I have bear my own doings~